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Need You to Stay

Handwritten Lyrics
Need You to Stay Lyrics
Need You to Stay Lyrics

 

City lights reflecting in your eyes

Hypnotize, upend these sleepless nights

Well I see it, your smiles as clear as day

Now you know why I want you to stay

 

Broken dreams are shattered on the floor

And it seems you make me reach for more

And you get me and see me at my show

But I know soon you must go

 

Don't make me say just one more day

'Cause I can't take another break

All you do is leave me hanging on

You say its fine just one more time

And leave me hangin on the line

You're letting go and walking away

I need you to stay

 

Glasses clink, our memories they shrink

One more time I tell you that I'm fine

It's a lie though, this feeling I can't shake

Soon we'll know the choice you've got to make

 

Don't make me say just one more day

'Cause I can't take another break

All you do is leave me hanging on

You say its fine just one more time

And leave me hangin on the line

You're letting go and walking away

I need you to stay

 

One more time, I'm asking you, I'm asking you, asking you

 

Don't make me say just one more day

'Cause I can't take another break

All you do is leave me hanging on

You say its fine just one more time

And leave me hangin on the line

You're letting go and walking away

I need you to stay

Silenced Hope

Lyrics

As I was contemplating the types of songs I wanted on my sophomore album I thought about different stories I wanted to tell based on my fascinations.  I've always been fascinated by the Kennedy assassination and wanted to write a song about it.  I completely changed my songwriting process for this one, starting with just the lyrics and writing them on a note on my laptop.  I used the thesaurus and rhyming dictionary big time for this song.  No handwritten lyrics for this, but you'll love to see how the lyrics evolved from the first draft to the final song.

Silenced Hope Lyrics

 

The sun shone bright in the D.C. sky

As the rising tensions grew

Lifted into the memories shown

Crowds so eager to take love from you

A normal day like any other

Darling beau close at hand

Elegant dinner to give buffer

To the foes that want you banned

The feast, though, will never happen

But who’s to say why it would be done

The surrounding aegis always dampen

The danger inherent by a hand on a gun

Slowly the wheels turned for miles on end

Each person more enthusiastic than last

Though your words, they wouldn’t commend

Unknowingly they’d soon be in the past

 

Stunned and in disbelief 

This doesn’t happen here we say 

One bullet turned you into a pawn

And silenced the hope, that lived day to day

It doesn’t matter though, with one fatal shot

The world stood still in the blink of an eye

Teardrops all fell from the news they got

Asking many questions, but most of all, why?

Although you’re gone our hope remains 

Silence doesn’t last forever 

Though your words went swiftly by 

Now theres millions of people asking why

 

This is not silenced hope - this is not silenced hope

If your empathy and patience can change one persons mind then there’s that much more love we will find 

Silenced Hope Original Lyrics
Original Lyrics

These lyrics were done differently than all the others. I used my notes app and wrote all the lyrics first and added music later.

We're Gonna Be OK

Handwritten Lyrics
We're Gonna Be OK Handwritten Lyrics
We're Gonna Be OK Lyrics

 

We're gonna be OK, gonna be alright

Let's take this drink and make it last all night

We're gonna be so good, gonna let loose

The whole wide world thinking we're just a rouse

But nothing says to me better than you do

We're gonna be OK

 

Every now and then the words just float away

But the thoughts you have all stay the same

It all just leads to the never ending chase

But removes all doubt theres no one to blame

Serendipity in an unfamiliar world

Based on the words that you can't speak

As we watch the tides roll by humanity unfurls

Look into my eyes, nothing seems so bleak

 

As I count on you to get me through

I just gotta hear you say

 

We're gonna be OK, gonna be alright

Let's take this drink and make it last all night

We're gonna be so good, gonna let loose

The whole wide world thinking we're just a ruse

But nothing says to me better than you do

We're gonna be OK

 

Something says to me that the world will set us free

But darlin, what is freedom but the chance to choose

Our lives wide open, unlocked by the key

At this point you and I are the only ones to accuse

 

As I count on you to get me through

I just gotta hear you say

 

We're gonna be OK, gonna be alright

Let's take this drink and make it last all night

We're gonna be so good, gonna let loose

The whole wide world thinking we're just a ruse

But nothing says to me better than you do

We're gonna be OK, gonna be alright

Let's take this drink and make it last all night

We're gonna be so good, gonna let loose

The whole wide world thinking we're just a ruse

But nothing says to me better than you do

We're gonna be OK

 

 

Nothing Can Stop Us Now

Power and Greed

I was watching House of Cards in November of 2017 and fell in love with the idea of a couple who had both a public relationship and a behind the doors agreement of what their relationship really was.  This song was written from the perspective of Frank talking to Claire.  In 2018, when I decided the concept of my album was going to be political I knew this song was going to be included.

 

The Demo

Listen for House of Cards homage in the chorus of the demo.  We ultimately decided it wasn't worth keeping in the final edit.

Handwritten Lyrics
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Daily journal entry plus Nothing Can Stop Us verse idea and what ended up being the bridge.

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Nothing Can Stop Us Now Lyrics

 

Imagine what the two of us could be baby

No one says the world is ours, so we make it so

Something neither of us could have seen but maybe,

The friends that we thought were ours are only foes

 

Imagine living without the pain of the two of us

Something both of us secretly kind of want

But who would be the one to turn the lights off at night

Who would be the one to end the lonely fight

 

Something kind, something cruel

What are we to do but

Look it in the eye and

Remember we’re just the fools

 

In a world where pain seeks us out and our foes seem to win

We stand together with the power that they can’t fend

In a world where trouble seeks us out

Nothing goes the way we want it to but nothing can stop us

Nothing can stop us now

 

Stuck in a place, we don’t know who to trust

I’ll still be there.  Will you be there for me?

 

Imagine what the world could be for us baby

No one thinks it's ours, but we know it's true

Something that neither of us could have seen but maybe,

The ones who don’t know it will know it soon.

No to the Party

Never More True

Written on November 29, 2017, I've never written a song more true to who I am.  Not only do I want to accomplish great things, I want to have a fun time doing it.  This song really sets a tone of who I am for people who don't know me.

It started a few weeks earlier in 2017, I asked fans for song suggestions so I could use that beat to write over.  My old roommate, Igor, suggested We Like to Party by the Vengaboys.  I found a MIDI file and isolated the drum track and wrote this song over it.

A few days later I recorded a very do it yourself style video for the demo and it became a quick hit.  Here's the demo video:

Handwritten Lyrics
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No to the Party Lyrics

 

I could be reading a book or mowing the lawn

And I do it all night with a tank top on

But the only thing that can get me to stop

Is tell me where the gang will be and I’ll make the party rock

 

I stay out all night but rise and shine

Cram it in all day, man it’s a grind

All work no play makes a boy so dull

Better spend the time a rockin like its not that cool

 

I can’t say no to the party, can’t say no to the people

It’ll be like that until I’m old and feeble

I’m up all night, but also all day

I’ll sleep when I’m dead man, and that’s what I say

I can’t say no to the party can’t say no to the people

I’ll be like that until I’m old and feeble

If there’s only one thing that you gotta see

I can’t say no to the rockin party

 

Time spent wasting, your better off dead

And you’re getting there with all that thinkin’ in your head

Now you’re wasting time when you could go out

Time to get to it, kick and shout


I’m good, I swear, I take care of my life

But I fit the rest in and put up a good fight

No use telling me to keep it cool

If you tell me don’t go out man I’ll say you’re a fool

Something I Can't Miss

Getting funky

This song was written on May 30, 2018.  From writing it and the final production, it's been funky the whole time.  Here are my thoughts from the day I wrote the song - and how I wrote it:

Wooooo!  This was a fun one!  If you keep track of how I write these songs, you’ll notice an immediate difference with this one.  Today I started out writing the lyrics as I usually do, but I only wrote two verses.  Today I recorded these two verses a cappella because I had an idea for the melody in my head and I didn’t want it to be manipulated by putting chords down and trying to sing over the chords.  I think it let me be really vocally free and create a fun melody.  Back in the third or fourth #OneHourSong (this is the 29th, woot!) I realized I was laying down chords and not thinking about the melody of my lyrics at all – therefore I was basically singing the same melody over and over for the first two or three #OneHourSongs.  This a cappella route was just what the songwriting doctor ordered.

After I sang the two verses I noodled around and sang the chorus and then I laid down some pads and strings underneath.  Obviously I had to rerecord the vocals, because some things went out of tune with no idea what the chord changes would end up being, but overall I really like this piece.  I’m glad I had a lot of time to add a lot of fun brass lines and keep this song grooving.  I hope you enjoy!  Let me know what you think and feel free to share with your friends!

It only got funkier after that.  With Paul Norman, we turned this into a sexy, seductive piece.  You'll notice the bridge is also the return of Coleman's theme.

I hope you enjoy this, and make sure you look for the hidden Easter egg in the video 😉

 

The Demo

I loved the horn riff in the chorus, but Paul wasn't having it.  We decided to cut it.  Paul made me though. :-p

Handwritten Lyrics
Indivisible Lyrics (1)
Something I Can't Miss Lyrics

 

Something’s got a hold on me I can’t say what it is

Pure and sweet and soft as your gentle kiss

Put it away in the back of my mind I don’t know where to go

But I gotta say that all of your love is something I can’t miss

 

Something's gotta hold on me and it’s never letting go

Take all of the love that’s bottled up and put it out to show

The smile in your eyes has a lot to show I don’t know what it is

But I gotta say that all of your love is something I can’t miss

 

All of your lovin' gotta give it to me right now

Don’t let a second pass us by, it’s something I can’t miss

All of your lovin' ain’t shared with no one else

Because a love like this darlin miss, it’s something I can’t miss

The Overture &

Put Them in the Streets

Like every great story that came before

Growing up I was very active in theatre and loved old musicals.  Every great production or movie began with an overture.  I wanted to tie in my musical theatre roots to this story and compose a theme.  Listen closely, because the theme will come back, too :).

The overture begins with the orchestral theme I wrote to represent Thomas Coleman.  It segues into three songs you'll hear later in the album, No to the Party, Nothing Can Stop Us Now and Put Them in the Streets.

Paul Norman, the producer of this project, and I were finished laying down the tracks when we decided we needed something more.  We got the idea to add some vocal texture over the beginning.  We found John F. Kennedy's commencement speech at American University on June 10, 1963.  His carefully chosen words lined up perfectly with what we already recorded, so we knew it was meant to be.

Every song has a meaning

When I released the Twentynothing in 2018, it was the first time I had ever had direct negative reviews on my work.  I always thought I had tough enough skin to handle it, but the few comments I received did take a toll.  This song was written in response to them.  There are more verses that didn't make the final cut that go into more detail.

But then the meaning of this song changed.  With protests happening daily in 2020 and the Black Lives Matter movement, I decided that the beats we were putting in the streets are messages of love and unity.  We can't let the loud voices of hate overpower the majority who want love and unity.

This is why in the story Coleman is inspired by a young girl who asks for his help.  His goal for peace and unity aren't enough on twitter, he has to run for president to evoke change.

The next song is Something I Can't Miss...and you definitely can't miss this one 🙂

 

The Demo

This was the original #OneHourSong - Paul and I worked on adding better riffs and the melody of the vocals changed significantly.

Handwritten Lyrics
Indivisible Lyrics
Put Them in the Streets Lyrics

 

When I was younger just a few years ago 

I never had a problem hearing that little word no

It came to me and I said to her

Girl I can help you out, but it’s all up here

 

Nothing helps these beats like putting them in the streets ---

 

You put em in the streets let em fight for themselves

They get stronger out there and fend off fear

It wont do them any good on a dusty shelf

Soon all the people in the streets their gonna hear

Whoa no no no no na na na na

 

It was said I kept it up

Moving too fast and never too abrupt

Something told me son you gotta do better

Take it to the streets and you’ll be a go getter

The Overture

Like every great story that came before

Growing up I was very active in theatre and loved old musicals.  Every great production or movie began with an overture.  I wanted to tie in my musical theatre roots to this story and compose a theme.  Listen closely, because the theme will come back, too :).

The overture begins with the orchestral theme I wrote to represent Thomas Coleman.  It segues into three songs you'll hear later in the album, No to the Party, Nothing Can Stop Us Now and Put Them in the Streets.

Paul Norman, the producer of this project, and I were finished laying down the tracks when we decided we needed something more.  We got the idea to add some vocal texture over the beginning.  We found John F. Kennedy's commencement speech at American University on June 10, 1963.  His carefully chosen words lined up perfectly with what we already recorded, so we knew it was meant to be.

 

The next song is Put Them in the Streets...looking forward to telling you more about it 🙂

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